These are the 78 cards of the Infinite Fool Tarot Deck.
Last year I drew 78 cards and wrote a whole story about those cards. After the book was professionally edited, I felt that the cards didn’t have the finish that could match the stories I wrote. I have decided to go against some personal ethics and draw them using digital tools. I’ve been experimenting with […]
Today I celebrate 28 years without drugs and alcohol. There is a lot I want to say about this year since it feels like so much has happened. I feel restricted by how I want to say it because of how little I’ve been writing these last few months. I have stared at that first […]
Tornadoes are touching down, and we are on the top floor. The lightning and thunder are instantaneous. Fear is such a hard feeling to decide whether to give in to it or ignore. If the fear is true, we can die; if the fear is false, we can miss out on living. Sometimes when I […]
This past September was my seventh anniversary of being diagnosed with cancer. I wrote a blog about it. It was the last one I wrote. I’ve spent the last week going through the medical motions of getting a new PCP, an Oncologist, and trying and maintain my health. I have been told the chances of […]
So much of culture is focused on the transition between youth and adulthood. There are hoops one must jump through to be considered an adult. Getting up before noon, cooking food before you are so hungry you will pass out, opening your mail when you get it, being able to dissect the weather, and […]
I started this blog in September 2012 after a writing teacher suggested we students do that. The whole point was to establish writing published on the internet and someday be used for marketing the creative endeavors that would make money. Nine years later, I just have this blog that is my name dot com and […]
Today was the first day the acceptance that I am here permanently has seeped in instead of that dissociative thought that I am just here for a week and then going “home”. I am “home” now and it is an alien planet that some call Rhod Island. It has been a weird transition because […]
Sorry, I am a few days late posting this, and I will just let you know I don’t know when the next time I will post one of these. Thursday (6/24), I will be driving east to live on the east coast. My life will be different; I will be living isolated from everything […]
What I Watched The Eyes of Tammy Faye (2000). I have seen a movie coming out with the same name starring Jessica Chastain and Andrew Garfield as the Bakkers, but I really want to make sure people see this absolutely perfect documentary. It was wild, vibrant, and flamboyant. Directed by Fenton Bailey & Randy […]