There is nothing more painful than watching someone you love go through excruciating pain. Physical pain isn’t fun, but it is the emotional and psychological pain that is really painful. I want to fix it. I even want to take the pain for myself. The powerlessness of not being able to do anything is frustrating. […]

I read fantasy books. Yes, I like books with swords, wizards and dragons in them. I used to be quite the literary guy, but after awhile I was just reading books about people like me going through things that I go through too. I need books to be an escape from my reality. Non-fiction is […]

On February 12th, 2014 I will have gone twenty years without drinking or doing drugs. In nine days I will have gone two decades without trying to kill myself and hating the way I feel sober. I’ll have committed to something longer than I’ve ever committed to anything. It hasn’t been easy. Sometimes I feel […]

I just saw Wolf of Wall Street, and I loved the movie, and the only problem with the movie was the people that were in the theatre with me. At one point in the middle of the movie I wanted to stand up and tell the projector to stop and turn the house lights on […]

the one that declared it. Before you think I’m a scrooge, I’m going to explain why I would declare war on such a joyous and celebrated holiday. I’m not trying to change merry Christmas to happy holidays, I’m trying to remove the month of December and make it exactly what it is, the cold month, […]