Category: introspection

If you have ever been to an AA meeting, you might have heard some bozo who calls themselves a grateful member of Alcoholics Anonymous or some horseshit, and it doesn’t make sense. Why would someone be grateful for being a drunk? They can’t enjoy an ice-cold beer after mowing the lawn without losing their home, […]

I’ve always loved writing, and judge me if you must, but it was after reading my dad’s copy of Ernest Hemingway’s The Sun Also Rising and Ray Bradbury’s The Martian Chronicles that made me want to be a writer. When I first went to college, I was trying to study journalism, much like Hemingway, and […]

Hold on while I wax poetic on the changing of the seasons. We are finally leaving the hot, humid, buggy summer for the cooler, crisper autumn. The leaves are already turning golden and fire red and even falling to the sidewalks. This is also the season of anniversaries for me. It’s been the year, it’s […]

The last few times I’ve been in Oregon, it’s been around 7 – 10 days, but this time I’ve been here for a month. It is a different feeling to be here for so long; I start to recognize the old Oregon more, and I start forgetting Rhode Island as a place. Since my wife […]

I have always wanted to be a writer. I can’t remember if I wanted to be a writer when I learned to read, but it wasn’t that long after that that I started loving the written word. In middle school, I loved going to the library, whether it was the public one or the school […]

There is a saying that wherever you go, there you are, but sometimes you go where you were, and there you are now. Places change, and so do we. It is easier to imagine a place I have never been to be a greener pasture than to imagine where I am from being great again. […]

The day was February 12th, 1994. All For Love by Bryan Adams and Sting led the charts; Ace Ventura was dominating the box office; Bill Clinton was president – the first term; Michael Crighton’s Disclosure was the top NY Times book; Green Day’s Dookie has just come out, and I was getting sober for the […]

I went to a presentation by the Department of Transformation last Saturday. I didn’t know what I was getting myself into, whether it was a band, a lecture, or an art exhibit, but I just went. I didn’t know if I would know anyone there, but it was time to leave the apartment.  I have […]

I was sick on New Year’s Eve. I was asleep by 10 something. I had a fever and a wheeze. It took away the ritual of passing from 2024 into 2025, and now it feels like it is still just 2024. I write this blog hoping to create that threshold that separates years and makes […]

Carnival of Souls was released in 1962 and was all but forgotten until it was re-released in the late 1980s. The story is about a woman who is out with two of her friends and is challenged to a drag race somewhere in Kansas. During the race, the women’s car flies off a bridge into […]