I have spent several years safe and secure where my only fear is cars turning right without looking for pedestrians and bicyclists on the sidewalks. I’ve been comfortable and everything is more or less okay and what constitutes problems were so trivial. I sometimes had to reach for issues just to be able to complain. […]
The other night I was walking down Belmont and enjoying the drizzle and listening to Dexter Gordon’s album, Our Man in Paris when I just froze in fear with the idea that I wasn’t going to live through my surgery. It was the panic attack kind of fear. I still am reeling from it and […]
I was getting ready for bed when three loud booms shook the apartment and scared me to death. They were just fireworks, but now I am running on adrenaline and fear, so maybe writing a New Years blog will calm the nerves. Fuck 2014. What a goddamn rip-off. The only thing that I can come […]