David Everett Fisher

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The St Francis and Promises Anniversaries, & Maybe No More Anniversaries

Here is the anniversary post that comes every year: 11 years of davideverettfisher dot com and nine years of my cancer diagnosis. I reflect on my past more than my birthday or AA anniversary. How come me? Next month I will be forty fucking seven years old. I will also visit an oncologist to see […]

2023-09-08772

Art

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Who is the Priestess

Welcome to the third card of the Infinite Fool Tarot, the Priestess. You can read about the Fool, the Magician, and why I did my tarot deck by clicking the links. The Priestess is the number two card of the deck and is the first feminine character the Fool runs into on his journey […]

2023-08-29506

Meditation

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The Sober Virgo

In September 2014, I was diagnosed with stage three cancer, and by the time I was done with two major surgeries and four rounds of intense chemo, my brain was fried. I couldn’t concentrate, and I was full of fog if I tried. I was starting to work part-time and couldn’t do much before feeling […]

2023-08-23471

Meditation

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Cracked Pot Meditations – The Sober Leo

In September 2014, I was diagnosed with stage three cancer, and by the time I was done with two major surgeries and four rounds of intense chemo, my brain was fried. I couldn’t concentrate, and I was full of fog if I tried. I was starting to work part-time and couldn’t do much before feeling […]

2023-08-17497

Art

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Who is the Magician?

In my last blog, I explain why I am doing a tarot deck and that I have also written a book about the cards. I also go over the more technical details of the Fool card and some of its meaning. The Fool is the central character of the Infinite Tarot deck as he goes […]

2023-08-152023-08-24594

Art

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Who is the Fool?

In the summer of 2020, I lived with my wife and dog in a cherry orchard on the eastern slope of Mount Hood, and I wrote, drew, and designed a tarot deck. After sketching out the ideas of the cards, I wrote a book that has the Fool’s journey interact with the rest of the […]

2023-08-07549

introspection

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One Crazy Thumber

All I’ve wanted to do since getting the tip of my thumb bit off by a dog is write about it. While I can write this, it is clumsy and hurts a little. I went to a campout in Vermont. It is down the road from where Bill Wilson, one of the founders of AA, […]

2023-07-27501

introspection

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The Indifference of Stars

It seems that this blog just isn’t putting out the content that I would envision. I sit and stare at walls thinking up great ideas that could someday sit here and entertain my readers, but I won’t stop staring at the wall, I think about how I’m so tired, too sad, or empty to create. […]

2023-06-142023-06-14579

introspection

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The Problem of Being

The longer I’ve gone the harder it has gotten to write anything. I sit in therapy and shrug off the trauma and the feelings and wish to reawaken the creative muses who no longer sing for me. It’s not that I am having writer’s block, I am full of ideas that fill my […]

2023-05-142023-05-14679

introspection

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Speedball of Emotions

I couldn’t find the quote where it says that if you try to protect yourself from sadness you will protect yourself from happiness. This is the perfect quote for where I am today. I sit at the precipice of something amazing and something terrifying. Nicole & I are buying a house here in Providence, Rhode […]

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